In gayish mood

I'm really expert in playing gay or girlish. It's not a talent. It's just whether you're afraid to lose face. In many occasions, it's good to act a little gay to buy some laughter.

Officialy, Bad Education is my first R21 movie after my years of existence in this world passed the legal entry of Singapore cinemas but not my face. Many years back there was Bird Cage by Robin Williams. Quite recently, there was Alexander.

Coming of age, I looked back at the times when our(guys) juvenile spirits will mock at homosexual behaviour and condemm it like it's hell. Just to prove our masculity, or perhaps that masculine is the superior sex since we only mock at the feminine side of gays.

I was very much involved in playing gay or acting gay simply for fun with people so serious when you see them on the streets now. Or maybe RI people are a sick bunch of people.

Eerily, this reminds me of the play I acted in during JC when i was condemming a certain gayish person played by the irreplacable Damien who skillfully crafted the character, adding layer and depth to this role of a lifetime. Heh. Punch me Damien.

Truth is, many people can't handle the truth about homosexuality. It makes our hair stand, our skin twitch when coming across too intimate actions. The thought of homosexual sex acts will also probably turn most people off. Many people aren't cool about this whole issue. People aren't really that comfortable with homosexuality. Many people have not come with terms with the one million and one sexual orientations that people and animals have.

Judging from gay marriages and of course the movies i've watched, genuine love cannot be doubted in a gay relationship. I respect that. Love that is. But not the sex.

Being an adult means to accept different types of people, mature enough to handle the truth whether good or bad. But many people aren't.

The day you realise your kids doing funny things with someone of the same gender. The day when you can accept your kid's sexual (dis)orientation and grant them the love of their lives. I will be there to give you a pat on the back. I admit I'm not that mature just yet.
But we are all learning.