New look
I just became a pai gia by piercing my left ear lobe. Great. Thanks to my good fren in camp who asked me to go along with him, if not i'll probably drag it till next year. Not a big deal anyway.
Got a letter from the government regarding the "human organ transplant" act.. 21years old the eligible age. Also the eligible age to watch R(A) movie, surgery without parental consent, or i should say anything without parental control. Sure it's the age where youth is fully embraced, where hormones go wild, where control is almost absoulte, it's also the bloody age of self-discipline and responsibility. Many times in life, you go about telling yourself to right the wrongs, psychoing yourself to train up, slim down, study hard, ace your exams, tell the girl, tell the truth, do something you really like. Half-heartedly, pessimism or being plain lazy lets us down. Meaning, maybe we really dun want it bad enough...The adults i've known so far have been disappointing, mainly parents, relatives. Irrational behaviour, ridiclously stubborn, back-stabbing, dreaming to make it rich, failed relationships, it goes on. Social ills. What's the difference a 14-year old rebel punkster with a morally flawed 40-year old with all of 40 years of life experience behind him(her)? I think i have to grow up fast. Many people's age don't tally with their maturity. Think i'm a few years behind, time to catch up.
SO? with the new bad boy image.. let's say i'm looking ahead, i wanna play the game and i dun wanna disappoint myself. Make things happen and never give up whatsoever. I dun wanna be a loser adult. A role model to some extent..heh heh.
Realise no more profanities in this whole post? That'll be a thing of rarity i promise.
Got a letter from the government regarding the "human organ transplant" act.. 21years old the eligible age. Also the eligible age to watch R(A) movie, surgery without parental consent, or i should say anything without parental control. Sure it's the age where youth is fully embraced, where hormones go wild, where control is almost absoulte, it's also the bloody age of self-discipline and responsibility. Many times in life, you go about telling yourself to right the wrongs, psychoing yourself to train up, slim down, study hard, ace your exams, tell the girl, tell the truth, do something you really like. Half-heartedly, pessimism or being plain lazy lets us down. Meaning, maybe we really dun want it bad enough...The adults i've known so far have been disappointing, mainly parents, relatives. Irrational behaviour, ridiclously stubborn, back-stabbing, dreaming to make it rich, failed relationships, it goes on. Social ills. What's the difference a 14-year old rebel punkster with a morally flawed 40-year old with all of 40 years of life experience behind him(her)? I think i have to grow up fast. Many people's age don't tally with their maturity. Think i'm a few years behind, time to catch up.
SO? with the new bad boy image.. let's say i'm looking ahead, i wanna play the game and i dun wanna disappoint myself. Make things happen and never give up whatsoever. I dun wanna be a loser adult. A role model to some extent..heh heh.
Realise no more profanities in this whole post? That'll be a thing of rarity i promise.
posted by jingli K at 11:37 AM
4 Comments:
hey there. can't wait to c ur new look, tho i dun c hw a new piercg's gonna change much of u, unless u try to complement it w matchg outfits. anw, yeah i do agree on seeing lousy adult models. but who needs such models anw?
Hmm, I hope I'm not considered an "adult" in your book, then. Wouldn't wanna be a disappointment.
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"Think i'm a few years behind, time to catch up."
I think you're doing perfectly fine. But that's just me. And look where I'm at in my life? Stalking blogs from the office.
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