I'm shouting profanities

I'm being resentful again after reading L's blog. For the record, I was supposed to be at Bangkok with st last last thursday. Good lobang got us real cheap tickets for a quick weekend getaway to just chill out and take some good pictures on a foreign land. st got his passport done and we were all set but all quickly broke down after the Empress got into another of her 'insane' mode that left me no choice but to forfeit the tickets and cancel the trip. I can't remember what it was but her verbal abuse and history of juvenile behavior was enough for me to swallow the hard pill, suck it up and move on. I told myself that I'm not going to get anymore of this shit and vowed not to speak to the Empress for some time. But I'm a forgiving person and 2 days later I let it go.

2 weeks later, i received an e-mail about hostel fees and school fees which added up to about a thousand. The emperor who once told me he'll cover my education quickly dismissed my request of getting money from him and said that I was demanding the money to go to Bangkok. Well, he had no money in the very first place but it was sick to hear that kind of shit. So I'll be paying for my own tuition fees and hostel fees from the money I earned during the holidays which were peanuts. I should have been more ruthless and dun give a shit ass about anyone's feelings to go abroad to just chill out a little rather than to put up with all the shit that is happening right here. I earn my own money and I have the right to spend it, it's not like I'm taking the royal family's money. Absurdity's gotten a whole new definition.

In any case, I'm wanting out of this hellhole real soon. I once heard from someone that the best thing a dad can give a son is knowledge(education). Well, I feel the pinch right now.